it’s got to the point where im begging for attention from everyone and anyone. even on facebook, i’m literally BEGGING them to hang out with me and no one will. No one looks past the fact that i’m shy when we first start hanging out. Do they not get it? Do they not know what I’m doing to myself? You can say i’m begging for attention, cause I am. They all hate me now and I’m not sure why. I don’t know what i’ve done to them. I just don’t understand how everything fell apart like this. What did I do? I just don’t want to do anything anymore.